I am not a bad person. Many may think I judge  because I don’t do the same things as most people do, but that is not true in the slightest. I want to live my own life the way I want, I don’t see the point in trying to control everyone’s life, that is not my job. I may seem like I am judgmental or that you need to hide things or lie to my face, but you don’t. I don’t care what you do, just don’t lie to me because you are hurting everyone in the end. 

I wish you still cared about me. You know that if you treat me badly I won’t say anything so you don’t make an effort to be nice to me. Its gotten to the point whenever you are nice to me I think something is wrong. I just want it to be like the old days.